Love.

Love like this is real to me. It makes so much sense. A girl in my past keeps coming in my head right now, which is weird because she was never even my girlfriend. But since i ruined my chance with her, shes in my head atleast an hour a day. And she doesn't even know. Funny the way things happen in life. When i think of this girl i think of the line, "But everything means nothing, if i ain't got you." It makes complete and perfect sense because i really do feel as though if i had her i wouldn't care about anything else in life. Wow wrighting this what the hell am i doing, when i see her in two weeks she needs to know this. It is weird to me how Maroon 5's New album literally describes my love life with everything girl and every feeling i have ever had. Every song reminds me of a different situation. I can't stop listening to it. If i could go back in time to the relationship i was in a year ago and i heard this song, "How" by Maroon 5 I would scream it at the top of my fucking lungs to my girlfriend at the time. Every word.