Friday, October 29, 2010



Theres a lot more to life then what you have planned

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Question.

Was letting you back into my life again a mistake, or a better beginning

Monday, October 18, 2010







Jesus Christ, I'm alone again so what did you do those three days you were dead, cause this problems going to last more than the weekend.

Buried.


Would do anything to see this movie.


It was really nice to hear you on the phone again last night. I will always
hate to admit it, but you were missed. a lot.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Regret.



The only thing on my mind is next weekend and how its going to go. I have more feelings for you than i thought my fucked up self could imagine. This could be us. This is what i want.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


Back to school today. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

Saturday, October 9, 2010

This is the first song for your mixtape, and its short just like your temper

Its almost 5 months since ive seen you. I have talked to you maybe 3 or 4 times in the past 3 months. I have moved on but now its time for my thoughts of you to do the same. Goodbye. Have a good life in someone elses thoughts and memories.

Love.

Love like this is real to me. It makes so much sense. A girl in my past keeps coming in my head right now, which is weird because she was never even my girlfriend. But since i ruined my chance with her, shes in my head atleast an hour a day. And she doesn't even know. Funny the way things happen in life. When i think of this girl i think of the line, "But everything means nothing, if i ain't got you." It makes complete and perfect sense because i really do feel as though if i had her i wouldn't care about anything else in life. Wow wrighting this what the hell am i doing, when i see her in two weeks she needs to know this. It is weird to me how Maroon 5's New album literally describes my love life with everything girl and every feeling i have ever had. Every song reminds me of a different situation. I can't stop listening to it. If i could go back in time to the relationship i was in a year ago and i heard this song, "How" by Maroon 5 I would scream it at the top of my fucking lungs to my girlfriend at the time. Every word.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Dexter.

This is my favorite show. I got my roomate hooked aswell. I cant wait to go home this weekend and make my dad watch it.

It's weird that i feel like me and Dexter have so much in common. Actually a whole lot. Expect, im not a serial killer.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

I want a girlfriend like this. I want the new feeling with a girl. ive dated two girls in the past three weeks and felt nothing with each one. I want to feel something with someone. I wanna date a girl whose beauty amazes me. I want a girl like Mila Fucking Kunis