I'm use to it now. Its just a part of every second of my life; That always presence of paranoia. I wonder when it will ever go away. A lot of me doesn't think it ever will. On a lighter note, I want to write about something positive, in which readers would want to read, but i also want to write about what is on my mind. So in regards to the "On a lighter note", nothing seems to be light right now. Infact my life seems to be heavy. Or at least what goes on inside my head. It feels as though my head is a giant weight, in which i spend my day trying to keep it up. That weight being all of my thoughts and over thinking that goes on every second of my life. Ma
ny would think that with so many thoughts in my head, i would be able to get my work done. It is actually the opposite. These thoughts are taking over my life. These thoughts consist of me believing that something is going on that others know of but that i am not aware of. It is very bizarre but has gone on for months now and if anything has only gotten worse. Hopefully my next post will involve something less bizzare and weird, but probably not.
